You got it Case, but I'm thinking that my waiting isn't going to get me anywhere. I'm thinking that I probably care more than anyone else does and in the end it won't help me. Anyway...I hope you're photography is going well!
I understand how youre feeling. Please dont get frustrated. You are such an amazing person and there are way too many guppies in the sea for you to worry. I can't believe how amazing you are at photography!